Counting

cptnye msa berlalu skrg ni.. umo pon dh 23.. kwn2 ramai yg dh kawen..
raye cine ni plak mkin la rmai yg kawen.. ni pon bru blik dr knduri kawen..
ble la plak nk merasa nsi mnyk sndri ni.. heeehee.. tggu 3 thun lg ea..
ckp pasal masa ni, dh xlama dh ak nk abes degree ak.. dlm 4 bln je lg..
Insya Allah..
skrg ni tgh pening dgn fyp... hrap2 mnjadi la fyp ak 2..
ble pk dh nk abes ni, msti ak akn rindu zaman dok U ni..
terlalu byk memori, xkire la gmbira, sdih, manis n pahit.. masam pon ade..
blh kate sume ade.. i love my frens.. mereka terlalu byk menolong ak..
msa ak sakit, dyorg sggup bwak ak pegi klinik, tggu 2 jam lbih pdahal msa 2 dkt nk exm..
msa ak sdih, dyorg take cre ak..
msa ak hepi, mereka pon ade.. thanks my frens..
really appreciate what u have done to me..
hanya tggl 4 bln je lg ak blh merasa dunia sbg seorg pelajar..
dunia sbg seorg yg blh enjoy dgn kawan2..
alaa,tibe dh jd sedih..
heee.. k la..
x terlambat kot nk ucap hepi Chinese New Year... (^_^)

Scorpio

ha,ni ak ade jumpe 1 poem msa ak belek file lama..
poem ni dh lama dh, msa form 5 lg,
tp ak still simpan..
tibe2 sume nk mskkn kat cni memori2 tu..
hehee,jgn marah naa.. mode tgh rindu zaman muda ni..

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Water flows through rivers..
as it flows through my eyes..
they say scorpio dreamer has lived other lives..
there's sumthin more there,
i can see it clear..
not sumthin u hold in ur hand..
the end of the circle, it ends with me in eternity..
the poet and the dreamer creating scorpio flow..
there is world that we possess..
that all of u can't know beyond just what u can see lies darkness..
my life it changes with everything around me..
sumthin i need to get the hell out of here..
if u r a soul in need,
if u need compassion,
i will stand up like a wall right by ur side..
i can tell what others can't tell..
yes, i can read ur mind..
Scorpio belongs in another world at another time..
and Mars rules my hours..
the heart of the scorpio soul lives through time..
through time..

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Do not pray for an easy life,
but pray to be Strong..

memori^^

ble dok kt rmh ni.. msti belek2 buku lama,
file and gmba dolu2 msa sklh n matrik..
tringt and rindu zaman msa muda.. ble pk2 blik, malu jgk
sb msa 2 xmatured lgsg.. skrg ni matured ke??
heee... ntah... sma je ak tgk..
ni ak ade jmpe novel2 lama msa ak sklh dlu..
pas 2 ak terpk nk wt sajak.. hehee..
saje nk test, pndai ke x ak bersajak.. muahaaha..

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CINTA PERTAMA kita membuatkan
ku SETIA MENANTI,
setia menunggu..
SATU JANJI yang kita laungkan bersama
memberikan ku mimpi YANG TERINDAH..
KISAH KASIH kita sentiasa bersemadi di jiwaku
dan SUKMA RINDUku tetap menyelubungi diri ini..
SELAUT KASIHmu membuatku tidak lena dibuai mimpi..
SESUCI CINTAmu membuatku sering dirundung kerinduan..
AURA CINTAmu tetap membakar diri ini,
saat HADIRNYA CINTA kita mula bersemi,
KASIHKU sentiasa ABADI bersamamu..
SEREDUP KASIHMU,
SEHANGAT ASMARAmu,
membuatkan OMBAK RINDUku semakin bergelora..
BICARA HATIku sering tertanya2,
KALAU MAWAR MEKAR BERBUNGA, tentu MANISNYA CINTAmu..
tapi, SUARA HATI ini tidak memberikan kata pasti,
HATIMU MILIK SIAPA?
dikala kau memberi kata putus,
AIR MATA KASIHku tumpah tiada henti..
memang harapan itu TIDAK SEMANIS IMPIAN,
TIDAK SEINDAH MIMPI..
MASIHKAH ADA KASIHmu untukku?
ku tahu, DIA LEBIH MENGERTI
dan ketahui segalanya..
namun ku akui,
KAU YANG SATU didalam jiwaku..

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menjadi x sajak 2? hehe..
byk lg tjuk2 novel yg xdimskkn.. tp nt la..
haiss,ni la org kate ble dh xde keje..
sajak pun jadi laa..

I'll Be Waiting For You

hurm, dh lame x update belog ni.. ni ade satu lgu besh..
lagu ni dr cite Boys Over Flower..

Starlight Tears^^

korean version~

Saehayan byeolbichi nunmureul gamsaya
Ddaddeuthan barame nunmuri naeryeoyo
Geudae neugginayo

Joyonghi soksakineun geudaereul hyanghan I ddeolrimeul
Hayan jongiwee geudael geuryeoyo
Ddaddeuthan misoga nal anajoneyo

Ige sarangingayo
Du nuneul gama bwado geudaeman boineun geolyo
I'll be waiting for you geu dael gidarilgeyo

Deo isang apeun nunmul boiji aneulraeyo
You let me know geojitmal gateun sarang
Nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo

Geudaewaye gieok sokeul geotgo isseoyo
Gaseumsok gadeukhi nunmuri goyeoyo
Na eoddeotge hajyo
Ggumsokeseodojocha geudaereul geuriweohaeyo

I'll be waiting for you geudael gidarilgeyo
Deo isang apeun nunmul boiji aneulraeyo
You let me know geojitmal gateun sarang

Nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo
Nal barabwa jweoyo jeogi jeo byeoldeulcheoreom
Naemamui geudaega dweeojul su eobnayo

I'll be waiting for you geudael gidarilgeyo
Deo isang apeun nunmul boiji aneulraeyo

You let me know geojitmal gateun sarang
Nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo


english version~

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can't you be the one that's in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

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I'll be waiting for you...
i'm walking in my memories with you..
(^_*)

sejarah berulang??

Bkan nk cte psl subjek sejarah pon.... cuma nk cite psl bnda yg pnh berlaku 3 thun lpas n bnda 2 berlaku lg skrg ni... wlaupun bkn dgn org yg sama... name pun sejarah kn? msti la bnda 2 always terlekat kt minda n kdg2 kite sndri xnk bnda 2 berlaku.. tp 2 sume jln yg pnh n harus di pilih selama hdup ni... 3 thun lpas, dy dtg n pnh ceriakn hdup ni... but, 2 cuma persinggahan dy je.... tp xpe, think positive.. i'm juz help him utk hepikan dy blik... utk bg nafas bru lam hdup dy lpas dy kecewa with sumone.. xlama lpas 2, dy kapel.. then now, bnda yg sama berlaku... as usual, 2 pun cma persinggahan dy je... bnda yang btl2 sama berlaku dgn 3 thun lpas tp dgn org len.. but, kali ni btl2 ssh nk lupekn dy... btl2 amk masa.. sb i'm fall in love wif him.. and again, dy pun sama, xlama lpas 2 dy pun kapel jgk... kdg2, ble dok sorg2, pnh jgk terpk.... hdup ak ni juz nk hepikan org je ke? juz utk pulihkan smgt org yg ptus cinta je ke? i'm not Dr cinta ke ape, sb ak sndri pun kdg2 sdh dgn cerita cnta ak sndri.... ble pk2 blik, kdg2 sdh jgk sb nape ak kena lalui sume 2... it's really hard for me.. nape ak perlu amik jln yg pnjg.. klau ak tau awal2 jln ni byk liku, ak amk je jln short cut.. xpyh nk hadapi sume 2.. but, setiap ape yg berlaku 2 sume ade hikmah dy kan? to my frens yg pnh hadir lam hdup ni, berbahagia laa.. walaupun jauh di sudut hati, hati ni kdg2 menangis... tp xpe la, mmg diri ni d cipta utk sdh kot.. huu... i'm really2 tired for this... cukup lah!! jgn ade lg org dtg utk mntk khidmat Dr cinta ni... ak betol2 pnt dahh... pnt dgn perasaan sndri... adeh! waktu2 cmni mmg bg emosi yg lbih...

hurm..

ok,fine!

Pain...

Dh cuba.. tp still xblh jgk..
Dh berusaha.. tp still ingt jgk..
ingtkn dh kuat..
tp still lemah lg...
juz 1 picture... smgt 2 trus hilang!
I can't... hati yg bru nk smbuh,
sakit balik...
arghh, hati dan kamu...
tolong lah...
be nice to me..
don't hurt me..
btl2 xlarat dah...
at least smpai aku btl2 kuat..
too much pain dear...
cukuplah!!